Sunday, February 12, 2006
` 2:38 AM
argh today was a sian day. answerin calls frm 11.30 till 9pm in the night. then take the train home alone from the west to the east. can die man. but at least tmr is my off day so can go shoppin and have fun=).
was thinkin about her today. im glad i took up this starhub job and not the cpf job. i rmb sometime in jan there were this 2 job offers and i was having a hard time deciding. cpf job is nearer to my hse so i no need to spend time travellin and on transportation fees. but on the other hand the wages for starhub job is higher so in the end i decided to go w my instincts and accept the starhub job. im very glad i made the right decision cos she is coming for the interview on monday=p.
was talkin to my colleagues during lunch break and i must say that i got to know them better. they are experiencing probs that do not occur in my life and its good to listen n understand how they feel. their parents are takin money frm them to foor their daily bills jus cos they are workin. i mean what the hell. we shd entitled to keep and spend whatever the amt we earn and not being forcefully taken away to use it for selfish reasons. they reasons my fren's parents gave were pathetic and ridiculous. im damn glad my parents werent like that and they are very reasonable.
i hope one day i will be able to let u know how much i care and how willing im. i know right now is impossible and im afraid if i do it will push u further away. but im hopin jus one day things will change for the better. and hopefully things will be clearer for us to see the road in front.